it took me half a year. to realize how stupid i had became in my first two years of high school.
isolation isn't so bad after all. i've had time to think, and change. though it would be nice if someone fun came around. but ha, i'm picky. not that i could find anyone in the first place. not here, anyway. maybe i'd just prefer it to stay this way. it's boring, but well not troubling like before. just don't make me return to that kind of mental state.